Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

29 May 2012

Heaven or Hell?

Everything changed when I went to Setapak, KL...
Faces around me changed...
Everything changed and it was totally a mess these few days...

I hate the life here...
Life in Kampar was so much more peace and easy...
And most important...
It's simple...

Although I hate the new life here...
But I know this is the path that I need to walk through...
This is the life that I must get through...
Ryan Poh told me these once upon a time xD

Haiz...
I seriously feel like going back to Kampar...
Miss those old good memories so much...
The times that we share our happiness and sadness together...

So emo now...
But here got no stars for me to see...
This make me feel more down...
I want stars......

Old friends are the best...
Always...
Miss you guys so much...

Winqi Chai!! Jacqueline Ang!! Ryan Poh!! Tong Kee Sheng!! Ong Pei Yan!!


Don't know this is the beginning of heaven or hell...

24 May 2012

Weeee~~~

Love this whole week so much xDDDD
Cause I met my super duper best friends---Wen See and Ching Wen~ <3
And my super funny and cute friends---Weng Jin and Cutie Pit Teik xD
And also having happy time with Xiao Bai >///<
 Dating with stupid Ching Wen was so damn happy~~~
Cause we ate non-stop whole day xDDDDDD
OMG!!!! U can imagine how fat I turned in these holidays :P
 I ate the same tom yam for two days continouosly :3
So damn HOT and SPICY but I STILL LOVE IT xDDDDD
Muahahahaha xDDDD
First day ate it with my Xiao Bai and it was so damn impossible!!
*O* Cause we sat on the same place again but the people with me were different :)
 Another thing that was shocking me a lot was that....../3\
Ching Wen parked at the same place!!!!!!!!!!! *O*
OMFG!!!!! This is so damn SCARY!!! >______<
See see!!!!
It's here again!!!!!! *O*
Xiao Bai parked at the EXACTLY SAME PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!
SAME FLOOR SAME PARKING LOT!!!!!!!
Really it was so freaking me out xDDD
 Took some photos with my best buddy---Wen See!!!!
Met her most of the time cause our friends are mostly the same :D
She wore dress lo ^_____^
Hahahaha xDDD
She said it's SPECIALLY FOR ME :3
Yer~~~*Face blushing >///< xDDD* Muackx~~:*
 Went to Ice ice Baby to eat :9
Hmmmm~~~~~~We ordered chocolate steamboat!! q(^___^)p
Weeeeeee~~~~ :D
Ching Wen ordered small honey dew juice and Wen See and me shared jumbo grape juice :D
 Actually I love grape juice so much~~
But!!!!
I hate the grape juice here!! =______=
Because there were lotsa grapes' skin and seed inside!!!!! ~!@#$%^&*()_+
I hate grape's skin! (Sorry for my suck english >____<)
At last we played scissors rock game and the loser shall drink all of it @___@
Hahaha xDDDD
As u guys know~I am so lucky and of course I won :D
Wen See lose and she drank all of it :P
 Weeeeeeee~~~~~~ :DD
Chocolate is not my favorite but this chocolate steamboat was really YUMMY la wei ^____<
Hahahaha xDDDD
Watermelon's balls were bathing inside the melted chocolate <3
 Cam-whoring with Ching Wen ^3^
Tee hee :D
She's still so cute and we shared lotsa things together :D
I bet she met plenty of nice friends there :3
Just like me xDDDDDD
 
After that~We went to Secret Recipe again!!!!
OMG!!! We ate so many food from 2 to 6pm!!!! xDDDD
I ordered cappuccino cheese cake~ :D
Cheese cake was delicious but so damn fat!!! >____<
But I still love it xD
 Went to gurney and met another bunch of friends :D
Yam lou Weng Jin and Cutie Pit Teik and Wen See again xDDDD
Went gurney to sing Karaoke :3
I love sing K xDDDDDD
 Sang lotsa song xD
I really shouted like crazy and I got a sore throat now @_____@
Hahahaha xDDDDDDDD
Love the moment we spent together :)
 Although we didn't meet each other for almost 1 years~xD
But we still got many things can share together! :D
Chit-chatting with friends without any concerns~ ^___^
Without thinking so much we just shared eveything :)
 Weng Jin and Pit Teik still can sing so good xDDDD
Couldn't forget those old good memories :3
Weng Jin, Pit Teik, Ah Teh, Kah Wei, Jia Jing, Yu Jie and Me :)
We didn't bring our books to school and our teacher gave us two options~
Sing a song in front of the whole class or getting our name written into the demerit file xD
And for sure I chose the first one~ xDDDD
Sorry Yu Jie and Jia Jing......>______<
I knew they not really enjoyed singing in front of so many classmates~ :P
But I just treat it the classroom as my stage and this is my first performance :D
 Jia Jing, Yu Jie and me chose Jason Mraz's famous song----I'm Yours xDDDDD
Weng Jin and Pit Teik were in the same group and they chose Robbie Williams----Better Man! :3
They sang so well that time and got a large applause from the audiences xD
And of course I will appreciate the chance and I wanted them to sing this song again xD
Hahahaha xDDD So nice la wei...They voices blended and mixed so well <3
At last, Wen See helped us to took a photo :D
Really enjoyed the moment so much :)
Ah Pit fetched us home after finished eating and drinking^^
Had a great time with them in the car too xD
Hope we can meet each other again soon la :P

23 May 2012

无视我吧

机会是留给
肯付出的人:)

只要你肯付出
不管是金钱
又或者是生命
你都会有所回报

这世界是公平的
等价交换原则
就是用来与这世界所有的事物交易的方式

就跟漫画钢之炼金术师里的理论是一样的
人如果不牺牲些什么的话
就什么也得不到 
为了得到任何东西 
都必须要付出同等的代价

不管你是好人坏人
你付出了
就一定会有所收获

付出多少
就得到多少

盗用一句名句
尽得大的责任,就得大快乐
尽得小的责任,就得小快乐
再盗用另一句名句
种瓜得瓜,种豆得豆

虽然呈现的方式不同
但其道理是一样的
一物换一物
从来没有偷吃步

还挺有押运的

再举个例子
甲用了三个月的时间来准备了一项表演
而乙只用了三天来准备一样的表演
理所当然的
甲的表演是应该大受好评的

如这一切是相反的
乙的表演比甲更为出色的话
那么只能说是天赋弄人
甲只能怪自己不幸
遇人不俗
就那么衰遇到了一个天才

又或者
只能怪自己的爹娘
把自己生得
就是比别人差了一点

但有什么办法呢
这一切都是天命
我们不能埋怨
只能听天由命

不过
我是一个不愿向命运低头的顽固小子
所以
别想擅自为我的人生做主

我的人生
我就是主人
我相信人可以战胜命运的安排
推翻神论
开拓一条崭新的道路

我会冒着生命的危险
弹奏着生命的妄想曲
与命运拼搏

我会是我生命故事里的剧作家
我会为我人生编写出
一则则
我就是我的篇章

Ps:我也不懂我自己在瞎扯什么=_________=
请无视我吧

纯属个人意见
如有得罪
敬请原谅


其实原本我不是想在这里分享这些有的没得
自我感觉良好的篇章
不过
就不自觉地
更新了我的部落格

谢谢你们愿意浪费宝贵的时间
来阅读这篇没有一点方向的文章
 先此致谢 :)

21 May 2012

I went to Kurau xD epi 3 (last epi)

~Continued~
Weeeeeeeee~ :D
This is the view from the bridge :)
Fish village <3
We went to enjoy the sunset at a beach?? >____<
I think it's a beach xDD
Need to cross the small small bridge to enter the beach side~ :)
Hahahahaha xDDDD
Small eyes Niro~~ -__-Y
Although I got small eyes but I still look adorable :D
Someone was searching seashells for me xDDDD
Like an old man :D
Beautiful scenery :)
I WANT A DSLR CAMERA!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!! >w<
Going back after enjoying the beautiful sunset :3
This was the time I really felt like killing someone!
~!@#$%^&*()_+
Those STUPID GEESE!!!!!!
I promise I will kill them all soon!!!!! o0o
mlm *middle finger to all the geese* xD
Me on the motor :3
Strong wind hit my face >____<
I took it when I was on the motor :B
Love the red sky~ <3
Bought ice cream in an old grocery shop :)
At night, we went to have our dinner at 10pm xD
Ate a lot of food! :P
 First time tried chocolate and yam buns :9
Went to the bridge again in the late night :)
Cold breezes were flowing around~~
So damn refreshing and cold xDDD
Sorry for my laziness >____<
I just briefly share about what I experienced at Kurau :)
In conclusion!
It was a memorable and awesome trip! ^____^
Hope to visit there again!!! :3
This time I will go to sleep at Lee Yee;s house xD

~The End~

19 May 2012

I went to Kurau xD epi 2

*Continued*
Jie Xuan fetched four of us including himself to Auto City at night :)
This was my first time went to Auto City >____<
First of all, I accompanied Lee Yee went to buy something special for someone special xDDD
Then I bought a STITCH handkerchief for myself~
Although I don't use handkerchief but it was too cute!!!!!!
*O* OMG!!!!! It was amazingly incredibly awesomely CUTEEEEEE >///<
After searching that special thing for that special one, we went looking around the place~ :3
Went to eat our dinner at a Thai Restaurant--TA-KRAI CAFE :)
Ordered a tom yam noodle and a fried rice and share with Xiao Bai xD
The tom yam noodle was so damn spicy!! :S
I was not full that time so we decided to have a dessert after the dinner xDDD
Hahahahahaha :D
So~We went to TUTTI FRUITTI :)
Weeeeeeee~~~~~~
I love sweet things xDDDD
The photo below was taken by Xiao Bai~
He is in the mirror behind me xD
First time tasting this!!! xD
I chose a vanilla flavor ice cream while Lee Yee chose chocolate and coffee :)
I put lotsa smarties on it cause I love colourful things xDDDDD
This looked even more delicious and it tasted totally awesome :9
Tee Hee :)
A photo with my buddy--Lee Yee xDDD
I know we both look cute here~ ^__^
Muahahahahahaha :D *don't slap me please ;w;*
We spent our time there until 12 midnight and at last we were going back Kurau xD
Weeeeee~~~~
I slept inside the car on the way back to Kurau @____@
Too tired that time...But I still can remember that Lee Yee was touching my hair that time~
OMG!!!! So comfortable la wei~~
I love it so much <3 xDDDDDDDDD
Sayang me more~ Lee Yee xDDDDDD
*I love people touching my hair :D*
Reach Xiao Bai's house at 1am something if I was not mistaken xD
Straight away jumped onto the sofa and sleep AGAIN xDDDDD
But Jie Xuan woke me up and called me to brush my teeth :P
I couldn't fall asleep after brushing my teeth >______<
Chit-chating the whole night and playing tetris at the same time :3
After Xiao Bai went to sleep, Lee Yee and me continued talking nonsense until I couldn't stand anymore and fall asleep -_____-zzz
A happy and memorable day ended and the next day will be another fun adventure :)
~To Be Continue~

16 May 2012

I went to Kurau xD epi 1

Went to Kuala Kurau on 9th May~~ xDDDDD
This was my first time went to a fish village :D
First time sit his car xDDDDDDDDD
His driving skill was quite good la~~~~
OMG~~~~~~I love guy who can drive well >///< xDDDD
 I reached Parit Buntar so early in the morning xDDDDD
He came and fetched me~
We went to lotsa place~
Below is the photo I took inside a park :)
After that, I accompanied him went to changed his IC (Identity Card)~
He will gets his new IC in August xDD
So funny la~Why am I there to help him to do these kind of things xD
Went to lotsa place to drink and eat xDDDDDDD
Went to Old Town White Coffee first then Bubble Gurt~
Play poker cards there :)
Bitch please~Call me GAMBLE KING please xDDDDDD
 
 Went to Shunka to eat again!!!!!
So damn full that time as my grandparents already bought so many dim sum for me in the early morning >____<
Was going to puke that time xDDDD
Went to "Mian Hua Ting" (In english it should be Cotton Pavillion xD)
Took some photos there xDDDD
The scenery at Kurau was really awesome!!!!!!!
Nice weather and beautiful scenery!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want a DSLR camera so much la!!!!!!!!!!! >_______<
Went to a small temper there :3
Made some wishes there~~~~
Hoped that my grandma can recover soon from her illness~
And wished that everyone pass their exams!!!!
You guys should be grateful to me as I am the one praying so hard for you guys xDDDDDD
*Beh pai seh  again* xDDDD

~Stay Tuned~

14 May 2012

Having FUN with buddies~

I was having so much FUN when I was at my hometown---Penang!!
 Met my buddies xDDDD
Below are some photos with some captions xDDDD
OMG!!!!!! Macaron!!!!!!!!!!!!
First time taste these!!!!!
I bought two~One is the coffee flavor while another is don't know what flavor xDDD
*The seller said it contains some wine inside xD*
These were awesome >_____<
With our big brother Jason Ng xDDDDD
Actually planned to ask him some suggestions cause I was wondering what to buy for my Xiao Bai xD
But he reached so "early"~~~~
Hahahahahahaha xDDDDDD
My lovely grandma and sisters xDDD
My grandma was so damn pretty although she is already 69years old xDDD
Yayaya!!!!
A nearly 1 meter green snake went into my grandma's shop last few days!! @____@
And it was just beside me when I was reading gay comic xDDD
My aunt shouted my name and I RAN LIKE A NINJA xDDDDDD
So damn fast la wei xDDDDD
And at last we called the bomba to get rid of it :D
Luckily noone injured xDD
A photo of myself xDDDDD
Acting cute and I know I am cute <3
Tee hee :D
With my pretty buddies went to sing karaoke at First Avenue~ :D
Long time didn't meet them already~
They become so damn leng lui xDDDD
So paiseh lo >///<
This is cb kin!--Kindy Tan xDDD
Another pretty buddy--Chin Shi >3<
Awwww~~So mature and pretty!!!!!!
Am I the only one who haven't change???!!! xDDDDDD
Still looked so young and childish~!!!!
Muahahahahahaha xDDDDDD
Another photo of me wearing so cute de pyjamas xDDD
Kawaii~~~~See see!!!!!!!!
I also very cute leh~~~~~ xDDDDDDDDD
Although I know you are cuter <3
My best buddy--Wen See xDDDDDD
We went to watch movie--The Avengers and sing K and lots of things!
Spend most of the time with her xDDDDDD
The Avengers!!!!!!!!!!
I love Robert Jr. Downey so much and that's why I watched it xDDDD
Omg!!!! Ironman!!!!! So damn handsome xDDDDDDD
Sorry that I fall asleep in the middle cause I was too tired that time >___<
But luckily that part was not so important la xDDDD
Love the funny parts especially when The Hulk hit Roki xDDDDD