Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

29 November 2011

人一旦习惯了某些事情。。。
就等于为自己的人生打了一个结。。。
或许会用尽一生来打开它。。。
又或许将成为永远都打不开的死结。。。

我害怕被那结所捆绑。。。
可又舍不得松绑。。。
是自己太优柔寡断了嘛??
我一向讨厌优柔寡断的人,可自己又似乎已深陷其中。。。
尸+吊!!
<3
我希望人生没烦恼~天天都可以悠闲地过每一天~~

Although I was really emo this few days but still have a great time with all my friends~
I like spending time with them which we could share all our things together~
We share about the one we love, the things we enjoy, the feelings we have and all the stupid + crazy stuffs we done xDDDD
Love the moments we spend together!!!! xDDDD

26 November 2011

滚开!!

对不起。。。
我宁愿你狠狠地骂我一顿。。。我不想让那烦人的罪恶感侵占我的思绪!!!
罪恶感!!!你可以他妈的跟我滚开吗!?
失去了一些东西就会得到一些东西吗?
很多人都这样安慰着我。。。@.@
真的吗????
可。。。我总觉得祸不单行 >.<
是我太过负面思想了吗。。。
嗨。。。或许吧。。。
不要抱着太多的希望反而不用承受更大的失望吧~~
只希望天从人愿。。。

hope that miracle will happen and hope that there are still lots of good guys around the world...
Pray for myself...

23 November 2011

YEAH!

YEAH!
Yeah~
I scored a 27/30 in my biology exam which make me felt so proud with myself xD
I hate biology so much since I was form 4 till now!
But I study so damn hard until I got this result that made me satisfied^^
MY HARD WORKS PAY BACK XDDDDDD
Cute chopper~
Awww~~~~~~ >///<
Awwwww >.<
Don't cry~~~~~~~
Chopper is really sooooooooooooooooooo CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww~~~~~~~~~~Love him so much~~~~~~~~~~ <3

22 November 2011

SWEET 18!

I really had a MOST MEMORABLE 18's birthday on 18nov 2011!!
On 17th nov, after finished my guitar class at 10pm~
I cycled back my hostel emoly T^T
Hahaha xD
17th is my birthday.
I thought all my friends already forgot about it but they suddenly called me at 11pm.
They asked me to come to Jackson's cause they wanna spend the last 1 hour of my biggest day with me!!
I was soooooo damn happy xDDD
We went to McDonald and they gave me an chocotop sundae cone >.<
They said they couldn't find a cake as it was already near midnight so they asked me just to pretent it to be a cake xDDD
Hahaha xDDD
Group photo
Me and daddy-Andres
Kee Sheng~~
Hahaha xP
With lansi jackson
Lee yee <3
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Jac jac~~so cute
Crazy Pei yan aka siao zhar bo xD
Sherena aka gorrila xDDD
Ewwww~~disgusting xD

   After that, we went to mamak--Maha Maju~~
They asked the Ane (big brother in Indian) to prepared me a roti canai cake xDDDD
The cake is made of 18 pieces of roti canai and mayonise on top my it xDDD
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY BOY" (my friends used to call me boy boy~)
                                    
Friends~
I am Zoro!
Can't wait to eat!!
My special roti canai cake xD
Yay!
With my cake~~
xDD
Happy Birthday! Ah boy xD
My 18's birthday end~~~~
It was sweet and memorable although there was no a real cake :D


BUT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was still episode 2!!!!!!!
Just like you all...I thought that everything had end.
But the part that most FREAKING me OUT was on the next day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On 18th nov, I stayed at Lee yee's house (hostel) with her and studied hard for the exam on monday and tuesday.
I was quite relaxed all day long~
UNTIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some strange things happened!!!!!!
On that day, near 8pm something...
Someone knocked Lee yee's room's door...
Lee yee was acting that she was scared (they planned to kidnapped me) and refused to open it herself but she kept on asked me to open it.
I felt strange and I thought it was him (someone that like me but I don't like him).
Both of us were scared to open the door but at last I was the one who open the door xDD
Once I opened the door, I straight away hid myself behind the door.
Kee sheng xDDD
Ryan kidnapper xD
Then!!! 2 guys rushed into the room and my head was being covered by something!!!!!
I recognized Ryan's pants and I knew something will happen!
They treated me so rough by tying my hands and legs with those black, large tape until all my body damn pain!!!!
My mouth was covered with tape too >.<
I HAD BEEN KIDNAPPED BY MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!
I just can feel that I been carried into a car and the driver--shit Andres drove damn fast and braked the car suddenly until I fell into the place where passengers put their legs >.<
SHIT Ryan! !@#$%^&*()_+
He didn't hold me when Andres braked!!!!
After that, they used many time tried to carried me out the car but they were all too weak!!!!! xDDD
Bryan the hero came and he rescued me and carried me out from the car xDDD
But he and Ryan just simply throw me on the floor and took out the mask that covered my face.
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was pei yan holding a cake with 18 candles standing in front of me!!!!
When they tore off the tape on my mouth, the first word come out from my mouth was "lanjixo!!! (a rude word) " xDDD
I can't lose my dignity mlm xDDD
All of them sang birthday's song to me......
Tears were rolling in my eyes......
I blew the candles and I wished that everyone I love can be happy and healthy.
And I also wished that Jackson failed his thermo exam xDDDD
Hahahaha xDDDDD
They bought me a capo and guitar tuner which cost not so cheap and also what I want it badly earlier but I got no money to buy it!
They also gave me a booklet designed by them with all the wishes from my friends!!
I truly appreciated it T^T
I was touched by them and I nearly cried T^T
I hugged them all tightly with <3 love~~~
U all make me wanna cry T^T
The CRAZY TIME started after I blew the candles~~
We smashed each other face with cream and cake xDDDDD
I ran with my bare foot on the rocky and sandy road as they didn't bring along my shoes when they kidnapped me xDDD
I forgot who the hell smashing the cake on my hair which made my hair smelled so bad few days ago >O<
Shit Ryan and Kee Sheng--the kidnappers still carried me to the water pipe and splashed water on me till my whole body wet >.<
Creamy face~~~~~~~~~
Lastly~~~we took group photos together~~~~
A crazy and most unforgettable birthday END...
Full with joy~
Full with laughter~
Full with love~~ <3
THANKS U ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really LOVE u all so much~~~~~~~~
Love my smile :D
RAWR~~I am Rocker xD
All love <3 + 1 mlm
My daddies with me xD
Actually all the kidnapping process was planned by Jac xDDD
She is really cool xDDD
I really wanna ask her "Why u can have these kinds of crazy thoughts in your mind~ =3"
Everything was really out of my expectation which gave me a really GREAT GREAT SURPRISE!!!!

And........^^
Thanks all the birthday presents from u all!!!
I will treasure it!!!!!!
Bryan~Thanks for the sword =)
U know I love Zoro xDDDD
Bill~Thanks for all these photos and thanks for the Gundam's head made by you!!!!
Presents with love~
Treasure~
Zoro's sword 
<3


16 November 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I feel kinda sad cause my friends are all busying with their stuff which make them can't celebrate my birthday with me...
Lonely night lying on my bed alone with only my guitar--Honey B. accompanying me... 
Kinda sad here cause noone really cares about me T^T

A day with sorrow.

No cake.
No candles.
No laughter.
No joy.
And NOONE with me.

Lonely~~~~

13 November 2011

You are the APPLE of my eye

I had a really great time on 12november cause I went to Ipoh with my bunch of friends to watch this movie--You are the apple in my eyes (the director is also Giddens Ko)!!!!
I couldn't deny that this is really a nice movie~~
 This story is actually from a novel--那些年,我们一起追的女孩 which written by Giddens Ko (九把刀).
 This movie really touched my heart and I could barely control my tears from rolling down from my eyes >.<
 But it also made us laughed a lot xDDDD
Sherena, Lee Yee, Jac, Jackson, Winqi, Andres, Brendon!!
Had a great day with your all~~
Wish we all can hang out together again!!! ^^
You are the apple of my eye
These are the main casts for this movie.
I love this movie a lot but the ending really made me felt kind of EMO T^T
HATE THE ENDING!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Sweet sweet love
He is Ke Zhen Dong (柯震东)~
So cute~
After that I watched Real Steel with Ryan and Bryan~ 
It was nice too!!! xDDDD 
Hugh Jackman is damn handsome and adorable~~~~~~~~~~
Real Steel
Hahahahahaha xDDDD
Movies are the best!!!!!
I can't wait to watch Sheclock Holmes 2!!!!!!!
>.<

11 November 2011

Zoro's BIRTHDAY

Hohoho~~~
I am practicing my guitar now xDDDD
Really having a good time with my honey B.~~~
I am going to have a guitar test soon which I am planning to play I'm yours by Jason Mraz!!
This is really my favourite song~~~
I hope I can play well on the day of the test!!!
Zoro's birhday~~

Today is 11.11.11~~~~
Today is the day my favourite anime character----Roronoa Zoro borned!!!!
ZORO!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

09 November 2011

PRECIOUS

This few days were really tired and exhausting...
Exams, reports and assignments rushed together to "hug" me which make me felt damn tired!!!
Some of my results were already released.
Some made me upset but some made me felt quite satisfied with my hard work xDD
I got only 13/30 in my bio test which spoiled my mood on that day!
Cause I studied quite hard (I think... xD) but I only managed to get such low marks!!!
Even lower than my first bio test in semester 1!!!
It made me feel so shit!!!
(Ps: I didn't study for the first semester but I still managed to get 15/30!!!)
But my chem result really brighten my day xDDDDD
Maybe I hate bio deep inside my heart so bio hates me too >.<

But I really had a comfortable and relaxing time in my lovely hometown---PENANG!!!!
Spending time with my family and friends really make me feel like I am still been loved by someone else =D
My rabbit~~~
HOHO!!

I had KFC with my family while I was in penang for 3 days~~
YUMMYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~
Smile :D
The trio!
Having a wonderful time with my sisters xDDDD
I really love them so much~~~~~~~~