Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

Sometimes I just wanna be alone.

30 December 2011

Freedom

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA xDDDDDDDDDDDD
Today is the last day of my final exam~~~
530pm I will be having my bio paper and I will be set FREE after 730!!!!
FUCK YEAH!!!!!
I am going to answer all the question LIKE A BOSS xDDDDD
(Hahahaha xDD I like 9gag meme so much <3~~)
Who cares if I fail :)
Oh no!!!!!!! I can't fail!!!! (slap myself  >_<)

All the best to myself and all my friends that having exam too~~ \^_^Y *yeah!

26 December 2011

Time to face death...

Tomorrow is my final exam @^@
OMFG!!!!! Time passes like lightning...
And...
It's time for me to face the death T^T
*I duno what had I studied these few days =_=|||

But I will be very happy :) if I can just pass all my papers xDD
This is the reason why I didn't really study hard cause I know with my coursework mark now...
It's enough for me to pass xPPPP

It's time to study now!!!!!!
I will DEFINITELY FAIL my thermo paper if I keep on online >.<
Gonna off my laptop these few days to focus on my exam!!!!
Bye~~~ :)

24 December 2011

FILMS 2

Hahahaha xDDDDD
It's time again to share with you guys the films I liked and the films I watched these few weeks before!!! (although I don't think I have any readers xDD)
Just feel like sharing about my thoughts after watching all these films~~

The human centipede
Emmmm...don't know where to comment first >.<
I still remembered that my friends advice me not to watch it because this film will make you vomit and lose all your appetite o_O
Actually I was kind of worried...
But when I watched it, beside the feeling of "Holy mindfuck!!!! Why the director of this film had such a cool + unique + epic mind~ xDD", I don't have other feeling at all after watching it~
It can't be consider as a nice film BUT ONLY if you like something weird (it's better to say that if you have a unique taste)
This is really a cool film to watch!! *I bet you guys will be interested :)


Schindler's List
One of the best film directed by my one of my favourite director---Steven Spielberg!!!!!!
This film was very success and were the recipient of seven Academy Awards including Best Picture, Best Director and Best Original Score.
It has a high score which is 8.9 in the IMDb (The Internet Movie Database)!!!!
Liam Neeson---A talented actor casting in many film such as Taken, The A-team, Batman begins, Star Wars and etc.
He is the main cast in this film and his acting was really awesome!!!!
This film is shot in black and white and it is so real that it trigger my heart...
Emmm...not sure that everyone will love this film but I love it! :)

Rio
I watched it when I was in K.L. (Kuala Lumpur) with my grandma to visit the doctor.
I love the colour of this film--attractive and colourful~~
The story line is kinda normal...nothing much out of my expectation~
But I like all the singing parts xDDD

Shutter Island
An epic + intelligent + cool film directed by Martin Scorsese!!!!
The main cast---Leonardo Dicaprio~~~ <3
Awesome actor!!!! He had being acting in lots of films and his most well-known films are Titanic and Inception!!!
The story line of this film is about a U.S Marshal went to a mental hospital on Shutter Island to investigate the disappearance of an insane patient (which is also a murderer).
I love the climax of this movie!!!!
Everything was out of my expectations~~~o_O *I like this kind of movie xDD
But the ending was kinda sad...
It's nice to watch for those who love psychological thriller film!!!!!!

Sherlock Holmes
Hahahaha xDDDD
Sorry~~~This is the last film that I will be sharing :P
Hahahahahahaha xDDDDDD
Awesome film~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am a fiction detective film's lover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So probably this is one of my favourite film!!!!!!!!!!!!
The main casts---Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law are my favourite actors too!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially  Robert Downey Jr.~~~~~~~ <3
Their brotherly love made me scream and shout everytime I watched this film xDDDDDD
I can watch this film again and again cause it is really AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You guys should watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can cut off my fingers if you guys don't think that this is a nice film!!!!! (hahahaha xDDD Just kidding~~)
This is truly an awesome film for Sherlock Holmes's fans!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you guys watch it and I can't wait to hear your comments^^
*Sorry to be this over excited xDDDD
By the way, I am waiting and looking forward to watch Sherlock Holmes 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After my final tests, I will PROBABLY watched it with my sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 So we can shout and scream together xDDDD

To be continue~~~Stay tuned~~~

23 December 2011

Merry Christmas~

Hohoho~~~
Merry Christmas :)
Merry Christmas :)
While everyone is enjoying their Christmas with their family and friends...
Eating turkey, caroling around, exchanging present and sharing wishes~
But me (Utarian =_=) is suffering in my friend's hostel studying thermo T^T
Haiz........sure a sad Christmas........
Why????? *O*
I wanna celebrate Christmas too!!!! (Rawr!!!!!! :O!!!!!)

By the way, today is Chopper's birthday~~ ^3^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lovely Chopper~~ <3
Happy Birthday! Chopper <3
And ya~this is my sista's photo cosplaying Lydia Deetz!!
She is pretty + awesome + stunning + gorgeous right~~ xDDD
Hope you all like it :)
My pretty sista~

21 December 2011

World War 3

World War 3 happened today >.<
Hahaha xD
I guess most of you will be curious about what I mean o_O
Today was the day we were required to click for our own timetables!!
The system started at 7pm sharp but I just manage to finish picking my timetables at 830 something =^=
I was kinda frustrated and annoyed that time o0o
Felt like wanna bang and smash and crush the computer xDDDDD
But luckily at last I have all the same time with Sherena, Jac and Jackson :)
Lee Yee, Winqi and Kee Sheng had many same time with us too~~~
Anyway, feel relief now xDDDD
Tomorrow need to wake up earlier to study d... Night~~ :)

20 December 2011

Study...

Final exams are coming soon and I am still sleeping till nearly 2pm everyday... /3\
Although I'm already wake up earlier than usual but I still lack of time to study!!!! (I usually woke up at 6pm xD)
Emmm...just started my biology revision yesterday!!
More to go >3<
Hmmm...kinda normal this few days~
Just like usual we had our dinner together every night :)
Biology o0o
And!!!! Ya!!!!
Tomorrow (I mean today xD) will be an important day for us!!!
World War 3 is going to happen today @.@
We will need to click (actually seize and snatch will be more suitable :D) for the timetables for semester 3 =^=
Why I say so...This is because thousand of  Utarians will be entering to the same website and it is hard to get your ideal timetables!!!
Hope that all of us can still stay together in the same class la~~

18 December 2011

Comic Fiesta!!

Wow!!!!  \@^@/
I went to Comic Fiesta 2011 with my sis on 17th december in KLCC~ xDDD
It was the first time I saw lots of cosplayer standing face to face just in front of me~~~~~~~~~~~~ *O*
So excited and happy xDDDD
Hahahaha xDDD
My sis cosplayed as Lydia Deetz from "Beetlejuice" (directed by Tim Burton)
She was really awesome and stunning!!
Hoho :D
I realized that many people in the CF used her as the landmark inside (this is mainly because she was wearing a BRIGHT RED wedding dress and you can see her with just a glance!!)

I felt kinda disappointed cause I went back early and I missed lots of stuffs T^T
I wanna buy ONE PIECE's related products!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shouldn't went back early...miss lots of interesting things and lots of handsome and cute guys~~~~ T^T
But I do saw lots of handsome and cute guys~ >///< (blushing) hahahahaha xDDD (ignore me please)

Will upload the photo with my sis soon :)
Can't wait to share with you guys~~

15 December 2011

Surprise!

Our memories~
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHERENA!
!4th December was Sherene's birthday!!!!!! <3
The days before her birthday we already busy preparing for her birthday!!!
Our vision was to make her cry on that day~
We recorded a video based on our wishes for her and sang a song for her xDDD
But her birthday was kinda unlucky >.<
When we planned to started at 10 but the rain kept on pouring down until late in the night!!!
Finally we went to her house and hid in the second floor (her room is at the first floor)
Ryan and Jac showed her the video and when the video was about to end...all of us went downstairs with the cake and cards and sang Happy Birthday song~
Finally!!! Sherene CRIED!!! :) (mission complete! xD)
I was touched by the atmosphere and I cried too xDDDD (hahahaha!! so stupid!!!)

Anyway~SHERENE!!  Happy 18th Birthday~~~~~
Hope you enjoyed this birthday we prepared specially FOR YOU!!! <3
And don't forget to use your whole lifetime to remember it~!!!!

12 December 2011

原谅我无法原谅你

人非圣贤,孰能无过。。。
这些我都懂。。。可或许你在我心中留下的烙印已无法磨灭了。。。

从我还在牙牙学语开始,你就不曾为这个家付出什么。。。
所以,请原谅我无法真诚的叫你一声。。。。。。

我只想谢谢你让我降临在这美丽的世界 :)
感谢你让我变得更坚强 =)
 

大人
为什么你们那么不讲理。。。
你们自称为大人,扮到自己什么都懂的模样。
以前一直说大人的事,小孩子不要管!
现在却一直说你长大了,为什么你不顾这个家庭的死活!

我靠!!到底什么才是对的我都看不清了。。。
一直告诉我们要努力读书,说这是你们小孩子的本分,其他的都不用管了。。。
可你们却一直把你们的责任加注与我们的身上。。。

你们全部都没资格怪罪任何一人,因为你们都有各自的问题吧。。。
 或许。。。我也有问题吧?? xDDDD

10 December 2011

寂寞的深夜。。。细听着篮球不快不慢的节奏。。。
我的心跟着它一起跳动。。。久久不能停息。。。

对了!!要谢谢一个朋友在我心情低落时陪我度过了那漫长的夜晚~~
谢谢你 :)
只能说你真的是好到没话说 xDDD

Inception

Yesterday my friends and I had a great night watching INCEPTION together~
Although I watched it before but it is really an impressive film!!!!!!!
And today we did some childish things to chase back the childhood memories when we were young xDDD
We wanna see the eclipse of the moon but the weather at kampar is too suck which spoiled our plan...
kinda sad T^T

I feel quite emo these few days...
Hope I can get rid of these emo-ness xDD
Smile Always~~ :)

09 December 2011

\@.@/

Yeah!!!!!!! \^^/
Finally we were done in our presentation and we did it pretty good~
Having a good time with you guys---Jacqueline Ang, Sherena Chua, Ong Lee Yee, Winqi Chai and Jackson Jx!!!
Special thanks to Ryan Poh, Tong Kee Sheng and Ong Pei Yan for helping us~We truly appreciate it^^
Me as the egoistic child--Jay^^
Dream High!--our sketch title
Weeeeeeeeeeeee~
xD
After our sketch, we took photos like crazy @.@
Hahahahaha xDDDDDD
I really enjoyed it~~~
As to celebrate, we went to Pizza Hut to have our dinner!!! :)
I love pizza xDDDD <3
Rawr!!
Ip Man xDDD
My uni
I got power xD

07 December 2011

Days & nights

We went to eat Bak Kut Teh at old town.
8 of us squeezed around a small table and had our dinner together. xDDD
Before
After
We are practicing our ECS's (effective communication skill) sketch days and nights non stop...
And today!!!! at 9am will be our turn to present our sketch-----DREAM HIGH!!!
I have a bunch of good friends and teammates~~Jacqueline Ang, Winqi Chai, Ong Lee Yee, Sherena Chua, Jackson Khor Jx and ME~~~Niro Teh xDDD
Hope we can DO OUR BEST!!!!
All the best~~~ :)
Scene 12345 xD


Will renew my post later^^

02 December 2011

Lucky xDD

lucky clover~
Woohoo!!!!!
I am really so damn LUCKY~~~^^
I found back my wallet that I lost 1 week ago!!!
Although all the money inside had lost (T^T...) but all the important cards, my driving license and my photos with my sis still inside xDDD


我真的是他妈的幸运~~!!!!
不见了一个星期的钱包竟然让我找回了~~xDDD
朋友都说我幸运到每人有~哈哈哈哈 xDDDD
只能说皇天不负有心人~~~~
谢谢所有帮我找钱包的朋友和为我祈祷的朋友~ <3

四叶草是超级幸运的人才会发现的~
而我就非常幸运的是那个超级幸运的人~~xDDDD
哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~ :DDDD
超开心~~~~~~

29 November 2011

人一旦习惯了某些事情。。。
就等于为自己的人生打了一个结。。。
或许会用尽一生来打开它。。。
又或许将成为永远都打不开的死结。。。

我害怕被那结所捆绑。。。
可又舍不得松绑。。。
是自己太优柔寡断了嘛??
我一向讨厌优柔寡断的人,可自己又似乎已深陷其中。。。
尸+吊!!
<3
我希望人生没烦恼~天天都可以悠闲地过每一天~~

Although I was really emo this few days but still have a great time with all my friends~
I like spending time with them which we could share all our things together~
We share about the one we love, the things we enjoy, the feelings we have and all the stupid + crazy stuffs we done xDDDD
Love the moments we spend together!!!! xDDDD

26 November 2011

滚开!!

对不起。。。
我宁愿你狠狠地骂我一顿。。。我不想让那烦人的罪恶感侵占我的思绪!!!
罪恶感!!!你可以他妈的跟我滚开吗!?
失去了一些东西就会得到一些东西吗?
很多人都这样安慰着我。。。@.@
真的吗????
可。。。我总觉得祸不单行 >.<
是我太过负面思想了吗。。。
嗨。。。或许吧。。。
不要抱着太多的希望反而不用承受更大的失望吧~~
只希望天从人愿。。。

hope that miracle will happen and hope that there are still lots of good guys around the world...
Pray for myself...

23 November 2011

YEAH!

YEAH!
Yeah~
I scored a 27/30 in my biology exam which make me felt so proud with myself xD
I hate biology so much since I was form 4 till now!
But I study so damn hard until I got this result that made me satisfied^^
MY HARD WORKS PAY BACK XDDDDDD
Cute chopper~
Awww~~~~~~ >///<
Awwwww >.<
Don't cry~~~~~~~
Chopper is really sooooooooooooooooooo CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww~~~~~~~~~~Love him so much~~~~~~~~~~ <3

22 November 2011

SWEET 18!

I really had a MOST MEMORABLE 18's birthday on 18nov 2011!!
On 17th nov, after finished my guitar class at 10pm~
I cycled back my hostel emoly T^T
Hahaha xD
17th is my birthday.
I thought all my friends already forgot about it but they suddenly called me at 11pm.
They asked me to come to Jackson's cause they wanna spend the last 1 hour of my biggest day with me!!
I was soooooo damn happy xDDD
We went to McDonald and they gave me an chocotop sundae cone >.<
They said they couldn't find a cake as it was already near midnight so they asked me just to pretent it to be a cake xDDD
Hahaha xDDD
Group photo
Me and daddy-Andres
Kee Sheng~~
Hahaha xP
With lansi jackson
Lee yee <3
<
Jac jac~~so cute
Crazy Pei yan aka siao zhar bo xD
Sherena aka gorrila xDDD
Ewwww~~disgusting xD

   After that, we went to mamak--Maha Maju~~
They asked the Ane (big brother in Indian) to prepared me a roti canai cake xDDDD
The cake is made of 18 pieces of roti canai and mayonise on top my it xDDD
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY BOY" (my friends used to call me boy boy~)
                                    
Friends~
I am Zoro!
Can't wait to eat!!
My special roti canai cake xD
Yay!
With my cake~~
xDD
Happy Birthday! Ah boy xD
My 18's birthday end~~~~
It was sweet and memorable although there was no a real cake :D


BUT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There was still episode 2!!!!!!!
Just like you all...I thought that everything had end.
But the part that most FREAKING me OUT was on the next day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On 18th nov, I stayed at Lee yee's house (hostel) with her and studied hard for the exam on monday and tuesday.
I was quite relaxed all day long~
UNTIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some strange things happened!!!!!!
On that day, near 8pm something...
Someone knocked Lee yee's room's door...
Lee yee was acting that she was scared (they planned to kidnapped me) and refused to open it herself but she kept on asked me to open it.
I felt strange and I thought it was him (someone that like me but I don't like him).
Both of us were scared to open the door but at last I was the one who open the door xDD
Once I opened the door, I straight away hid myself behind the door.
Kee sheng xDDD
Ryan kidnapper xD
Then!!! 2 guys rushed into the room and my head was being covered by something!!!!!
I recognized Ryan's pants and I knew something will happen!
They treated me so rough by tying my hands and legs with those black, large tape until all my body damn pain!!!!
My mouth was covered with tape too >.<
I HAD BEEN KIDNAPPED BY MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!
I just can feel that I been carried into a car and the driver--shit Andres drove damn fast and braked the car suddenly until I fell into the place where passengers put their legs >.<
SHIT Ryan! !@#$%^&*()_+
He didn't hold me when Andres braked!!!!
After that, they used many time tried to carried me out the car but they were all too weak!!!!! xDDD
Bryan the hero came and he rescued me and carried me out from the car xDDD
But he and Ryan just simply throw me on the floor and took out the mask that covered my face.
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was pei yan holding a cake with 18 candles standing in front of me!!!!
When they tore off the tape on my mouth, the first word come out from my mouth was "lanjixo!!! (a rude word) " xDDD
I can't lose my dignity mlm xDDD
All of them sang birthday's song to me......
Tears were rolling in my eyes......
I blew the candles and I wished that everyone I love can be happy and healthy.
And I also wished that Jackson failed his thermo exam xDDDD
Hahahaha xDDDDD
They bought me a capo and guitar tuner which cost not so cheap and also what I want it badly earlier but I got no money to buy it!
They also gave me a booklet designed by them with all the wishes from my friends!!
I truly appreciated it T^T
I was touched by them and I nearly cried T^T
I hugged them all tightly with <3 love~~~
U all make me wanna cry T^T
The CRAZY TIME started after I blew the candles~~
We smashed each other face with cream and cake xDDDDD
I ran with my bare foot on the rocky and sandy road as they didn't bring along my shoes when they kidnapped me xDDD
I forgot who the hell smashing the cake on my hair which made my hair smelled so bad few days ago >O<
Shit Ryan and Kee Sheng--the kidnappers still carried me to the water pipe and splashed water on me till my whole body wet >.<
Creamy face~~~~~~~~~
Lastly~~~we took group photos together~~~~
A crazy and most unforgettable birthday END...
Full with joy~
Full with laughter~
Full with love~~ <3
THANKS U ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really LOVE u all so much~~~~~~~~
Love my smile :D
RAWR~~I am Rocker xD
All love <3 + 1 mlm
My daddies with me xD
Actually all the kidnapping process was planned by Jac xDDD
She is really cool xDDD
I really wanna ask her "Why u can have these kinds of crazy thoughts in your mind~ =3"
Everything was really out of my expectation which gave me a really GREAT GREAT SURPRISE!!!!

And........^^
Thanks all the birthday presents from u all!!!
I will treasure it!!!!!!
Bryan~Thanks for the sword =)
U know I love Zoro xDDDD
Bill~Thanks for all these photos and thanks for the Gundam's head made by you!!!!
Presents with love~
Treasure~
Zoro's sword 
<3