机器人

我想要成为一个机器人

没有心

所以不会受伤

或者是有一颗铁做的心

不会痛

也没有感受

外星人

老实说

我觉得地球人真的是一个非常奇怪的生物

外星人外星人

我们常常说着的外星人

或许还比我们地球人简单多了。。。

他们想要什么就去争取

哪像很多地球人

想要却不去争取

只会在那边说空话

还没尝试就先为自己下了定义

是啦

我承认我没有勇气去面对

算了吧。。。

一直告诉自己不要再胡思乱想了

可在孤独的夜里

难免会有很多想法

所以我讨厌一个人在家!!

很烦

稀奇古怪的东西一瞬间倾巢而出

塞满了脑海

一天又一天的夜晚就这样无所事事地在房里度过

没惊喜

没创意

烦恼却一大堆
 

我就是不想呆在房里
狭小的空间让我透不过气了
空气又那么稀薄

这种环境不适合像我这样坐不静的人

我要到大草原去看星

呼吸新鲜空气

到处去找朋友聊天

尤其是我的好朋友

麻烦她陪我了

谢谢你们 <3

语毕

我去找我好朋友聊天噜~~ xDDDD

日夜颠倒

自从我到金报读书以来，我的日常作息可说是日夜颠倒。。。
>______<
早上九点了。。。
我刚要入眠。。。
晚安世界~~
应该是早安吧~ xDDDDD

My biological clock has been totally reversed since I started study in Kampar...
=_________=
It's already nine o'clock in the morning now...
And I am just going to sleep...
Good night, world~~~
Suppose to be Good morning I think~ xDDDDDD

爱

爱如潮水。。。
爱上了。。。
喜欢上了。。。
就覆水难收了。。。
我终于经历了。。。
懂了。。。

这感受，让我欢喜让我忧。。。

私は、あなたが大好きです。。。
本とに大好きです！
ラッキー犬君　xDDD

A day fulled with cream

YUPE~~~~^^
It's my Andres daddy's birthday on 16th February~~~ xDDDD
Like USUAL...We won't forget about it and we SURE will prepare some SURPRISE for him xDDD

First of all, we bought 1 super small cake for him and asked God Lian, Monster and Maan chun celebrated for him only xDDDD
Cause we were planning to smash his face with 200gram CREAM from his back :DDDDDD
Hahahahahaha xDDDDD
God Lian them are really awesome actors *O*
They managed to fool Andres and let him EMO /_\...
Hahahahahahahaha xDDDDDDD
I can imagine his face when he thinking that we all are so heartless that we forget about his birthday (@_@) xDDDDD

Small small cake xDD

We created a special STRAWBERRY card for Andres :)
Why strawberry?? o_O
Hehehehe :) This is because Andres is from Cameron Highland which is well-known of all these strawberries~~

Present for Andres~

Strawberry~~

When God Lian them were complaining about how HEARTLESS we are!!!
We tip-toed to Andres's back AND!!!!!
We SMASH his face and whole body with cream xDDDDDD
*He kept on complaining that he was very smelly that time xDD*
But I could felt his joy~~ \(^_<)/

So, Ryan is the attack team leader and Lyee is the cake holder xDDDDD

Actually we promised just to smash Andres but at last I also CAN'T CONTROL myself xDDDDD
I smashed Ryan's face first but after that I was nearly killed by him as he used all the cream and "HELP" me to "CLEAN" my face xDDD
My nose got stuck and I couldn't breathe that time o0o

Then after that, Ryan, Kee Sheng and me were searching all the way for one KANASAI people--JACKSON KHOR JIE XUAN!!!!!!!
Hahahaha xDDDD
He was hiding somewhere but at last we found him and FOR GOD'S SAKE...
He was defeated by us!!!! xDDDDD

creamy Andres xD

Hahaha xDDDDD
The picture of Andres's face fulled with cream~~
I thought he cried that time xDDDDD
I discovered that he was really HAPPY and this made me this "half son half daughter" also felt very HAPPY for my lovely and funny DADDY :)
*Cause I saw him really treasured what we gave him~*
Awwww~~~~It was really a wonderful and happy day!!! >3<

情人节 o0o

哈哈哈哈！！！！
情人节。。。o0o
还不是那么寂寞地度过。。。Q_Q

虽然有股冲动想破坏那些甜甜蜜蜜的情侣 xDD
不过我有努力克制咯。。。(@_@)

嗨。。。>_<
反正祝有情人终成眷属吧~ :)
有点不情愿地说出这句话 :P xDDD

Back to Penang 2

Continue~~

Okay~~I went back to Penang and met up all my Tang Hup Mu Do Kwan's (THMDK) friends <3

THMDK is a kind of martial art which was founded by Grand Master C. K. Leong and it was started of from Malaysia xDD

I joined Tang Hup Do for 2 years and Taekwondo for 3 years~

So actually I learned some Kung Fu xDDDD

I love all my Tang Hup's friends!!!!

Although we are all from different ages, sex, sizes, heights, weights and etc...

But we are like a BIG FAMILY!! :)

I met up with those that are closest with me~

We had a dinner together and chit-chatting about our life recently~

TaaDaa!!!

I will slightly introduce all of them one by one xDDD

First, Jason!!!

He is the oldest among us and he is a good big brother!! :)

Jason with me

Wen See!!!!

My super duper BEST FRIEND!!!!!

We still keep in touch all the time although we had being separated by the distance Q_Q

And she is always my BEST BUDDY FOREVER!!!

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Wen See

He is Winson Yun Sheng!!! (same age with me)

But I used to call him 9010 (ninty ten) xDDD

This is because he always call me 5050 as I always said that I am half boy half girl xDDD

So I am 50% boy and 50% girl *O*

But he is worse than me~~ :D

He is 90% girl and 10% boy xDDDDDD

Hahahahaha xDDDDD

This is the special nickname we ave each other and I still called him like this that day xD

Winson 9010 xD

Next!!!!Kok Ping!!!!!!

This lansi kia (arrogant child in hokkien language) >_<

I will vomit blood when argue with him!!!!

I think he should become a lawyer @_@

He is kinda playful and childish and he likes to bully me although I am older than him >_<

Kok Ping lansi kia!

Yeah~~ \(^_^)/

Emily Sow Kim Geik and Sze Wei Zhu are the next!! :)

They are my sista's good friends and also I most sayang de two kiddo xDD

I love to play with them :P

They liked me more and this made my sis got abit jealous xDDD

Emily and Wei Zhu~

My another BEST BUDDY--CHING WEN!!!!!!

We used to play crazy stuffs last time :3

She is cute, adorable, real, friendly, funny and lovely :)

She is going to study doctor in oversea...T^T

I will always find u de.,....Q_Q *sob sob*

Qing Wen~~~~

Next~~~~Yi En!!!

He is a nice nice nice guy xDDD

DON'T underestimate him just because that he is so short and skinny!

He is a great fighter xDDDD

*PS: I was acting Zoro again xD*

Yi En!

Lastly!!!!!!!

Group photo!!!!!!!

I love them all!!!!!!

Hope can go back practice and train with them again!!!!!!

We!!!!!

可不可以不勇敢

可不可以不勇敢。。。
我已经厌倦了老是故作坚强的模样。。。
可又有谁可以给我依靠呢。。。

在一个缺乏爱的家庭中成长
我努力让自己跟常人一样
我不懂得如何爱一个人
但我会用尽全力去爱我的家人
我爱我的阿嫲
我爱我的妈妈
我爱我的姐姐
我爱我的妹妹
我爱我的弟弟
我爱我家的狗
我也在努力地爱我的父亲。。。
我爱我所有的朋友

我用自己的方式来爱人
可是就是有些人不了解我爱人的方式
也不想让我爱。。。

爱一个人很难。。。

他妈的

是！！！我就是他妈的是一个奇怪的人！！！
我就是一个他妈的问题小孩！！！！　（虽然已经他妈的过了小孩的阶段了 >_<)
PS:我没在他妈的搞笑。。。
他妈的有错吗！！？？
问题家庭就是他妈的有问题小孩！！！！
我就是他妈的那个问题小孩！！！！！
虽然不应该全怪罪在家庭身上。。。不过有谁可以他妈的证明这个理论是错的！？

我就是他妈的问题家庭的问题小孩！！！

明明都跟自己说要他妈的坚强活下去！！！
到头来却他妈的像个迷了路的小孩。。。
一把眼泪一把鼻涕的。。。
无助的找寻依靠。。。
让别人看到我那他妈的脆弱的一面。。。

你很没用！！！！超级没用！！！！他妈的没用！！！！！
有时不禁想干脆他妈的自生自灭算了。。。
反正都他妈的没人在乎。。。

你他妈的跟我张大眼睛看清楚这世界吧！！！！
把眼泪他妈的擦掉吧！！！
流泪他妈的不适合你！！！！
你是个他妈的坚强的人！！！！
泪水只会他妈的模糊了你的视线。。。
让你他妈的分不清。。。
他妈的看不清。。。

你以为这世界还是像以往那样他妈的美丽吗！！？？
世界在他妈的变；你也是时候他妈的变了。。。
变得更他妈的无情吧。。。
没人他妈的在乎。。。
这样或许就不会他妈的伤得那么深了。。。

就让我他妈的发泄一天吧。。。
明天我又会眯着我那他妈的小眼睛在你们面前他妈的嬉皮笑脸的。。。
因为这就是他妈的我。。。
那个永远都是看起来他妈的开心的小孩。。。
那永远不会让你们看到我他妈的哭泣的脸的小孩。。。

我的心情。。。有谁懂。。。

*请原谅我他妈的一直骂他妈的。。。*

Back to Penang 1

I went back to Penang on the 4th of February with Ryan and Kee Sheng xDDDD

I experienced lots of first time in this ''Back to my Nature'' trip :)

It was the first time I went back by train that have beds xDDDD

It was also the first time I knew that the waste products--shit and urine we remove from our body straight away being "eliminated" out the train on the track xDDDDD

First of all, I went to a dinner with my family and we were drinking lots of beer xDDDDD

My cousin--Hanson and I drank so much that we couldn't even stand straight??? o_O

Hahahaha xDDDD

It was also the first time I drank so much but I could still awake xDD

Having a good time with my family although I didn't really spent many time with them these time Q_Q *sob sob*

I love drinking xDD

It was also the first time I woke up so early to view the sunrise but I think we chose a wrong spot >_<

So unfortunately we couldn't see the sun there :P

Somethings I snapped xD

Cool~~

I like this!

Jackson and Lee Yee came to join us after that~~ xDDDD

It was FUN!!! But I still hope to go to visit their house la >_<

Me and lyee~

Ryan on my back xD

Cute jackson xDD

Dim Sum~~ (^_^)

My best friend--Ching Wen xDDD

And some photos of myself and some random pics xD

Ching wen <3

Me~ :)

Meeeee~~

Cute boy xD

~Stay tuned~

毕竟我还是个女生

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！
很古怪的标题吧～～～

没错！！！这次我就是要说我是女生的事实 Q_Q
这是无可否认的！！！！
我就是那个没有喉结的女生。。。
我就是那个有奶奶有屁股的女生。。。T^T　（我最讨厌面对的事实。。。）
我就是那个手短脚短的女生。。。
我就是那个会来月经的女生。。。 /_\　（烦死了！！！！）
我就是那个只可以被人干却不能干人的女生。。。（请原谅我用如此粗俗的字眼。。。不过这是事实！！　xDDDDD）

嗨。。。我最不想面对的就是我最不得不面对的事实。。。
哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！ xDDDDD
我也不懂我自己要说些什么。。。＝——＝
更新这部落格也不懂宗旨何在？？？　O_o
嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻嘻！！！！！
请叫我废话连篇、无聊顶透、单纯可爱的弱智小孩～～@_@　（我似乎已过了小孩的阶段了。。。）

其实呢。。。。。。
我真正要说的是。。。
毕竟我还是个女生。。。
所以我常常会有特感性的一面～～ xDDDDD

就这样～ xDDDDDDDDDDDDD
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！

迷惘。。。

我对我人生将来的道路一片迷惘。。。
前方仿佛是一堵又高又结实的墙。。。
就算我用尽全力。。。

跳！

蹦！！

打！！！

击！！！！

锤！！！！！

付出了一切！！

可那墙依旧屹立不倒。。。
说不定我没真的付出一切吧。。。

这是每位青少年都回面对的处境吗？
有谁可以告诉我我该怎么办？？？

别人的冷嘲热讽,
我一向来都一笑置之。。。
可这丑恶的世界已让我不得不面对现实。。。
我已分辨不出何谓现实；何谓梦想。。。

我一直都认为人生就是要勇于追求自己的梦想！
可。。。我错了。。。
在你追求梦想的前提之下。。。
你必须看清你自己身于怎么样的处境。。。

我一直告诉自己。。。
孩子啊。。。看清事实吧。。。
何必执着于那渺茫的微微希望呢？
可我的内心深处，却有一把声音。。。
祈求我坚持下去！
它告诉我。。。
只要你相信自己并做出努力！
那你一定可以达成梦想！！
或许吧。。。

我已渐渐地失去了那股曾经的冲劲与傻气。。。
渐渐地失去了方向。。。
梦想也渐渐地离我越来越远。。。

是时候放弃了吗？

从小到大坚持的梦想就如此的不堪一击吗？？

现在心情真的真的很低落。。。

很低落。。。。。。

众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处。

我非常喜欢这句名句。。。
现在它也非常地符合我渴望发生的情节。。。
可我要找的他并不是一个人。。。
而是。。。
我心中最真诚的声音。。。

Iron man reborn

Gift for bill~

Our Iron man photographer--Billion's birthday was on 30th January!!
And for sure we will organize and prepare some special things to give him a memorable birthday~~
This is what we done for him!!! :)

Iron man!!!
Drew by Me
Coloured by Sherene and Jackson (but it's kinda horrible xD)
Finally fixed by Jac and Ryan (at last it looked PERFECT!!! Y^_^Y)
*Special thanks to Jac that fixed it all xDDD*

Besides, we still gathered everyone's wishes and placed them into a box which we painted it into a DSLR camera xDDDD

Group photo xD

We went to Bill's house and give him a surprise xDDD
(although he discovered this earlier cause of Kawaii's e-bike xDDD)
And I believe that he do had a memorable 19th birthday!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! BILL!!!! xDDDDDD